I am penwing.
I am also Alex Lambert.
Reluctantly, I am Mr A M Lambert.
Professionally, I am Alex Lambert, Advisor.
In shorthand, I am AML.
I am all of these people. I use all of these names. All of these people are me. Whether I like it or not.
The point is, there are lots of identities I use - the list above is not exhaustive or static. All of them interact with, inform and conflict with each other. The biggest conflicts being between penwing and Alex Lambert - the flirting curtailed by fear, the desire to change the world dampened by the fear of failure.